When I was younger, I didn’t know any better. I thought every guy that walked into my life loved me and truly cared about me. They only loved and cared what was between my legs. My flower was a rose that wasn’t even blossomed yet. I cried the first day that it blossomed. It was red like a rose and my cousin said “you are just like me now”. I didn’t want to be like her. She opened her legs to every guy she show and I was afraid to follow in her foot steps. I was so naive and stupid. I wanted to grow up so fast and now that I look at it, it was never worth it. Guy after guy was just another stupid mistake that I made. When I found you, I knew that I should of kept my rose in tact, so your magic can blossom my soul. Being passionate with you and emotional with you is the best feeling ever. Only if you were my first time, my life would be so different. Only if I was your first time, your life would be so different. I pretend that your my first time, I hope that’s okay with you. God put you in my life for a reason, that’s why I pretend. I’m so much smarter now. I’m not that naive 13 year old that ruined her life so young. You never judged, only was concerned about me feeling bad about myself. You always say “that’s the past, that’s the past” but when you have someone the truly loves you ….the past will haunt you for some time.
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“for you” by Kaylah Raquel. (via kaylahraquel)
Oh my Goodness this has beyond meaning to me .
(via gold-frames)
Have you ever? (Repost)
graduated high school.
kissed someone.
gotten so drunk you passed out.
collected something really stupid.
gone fishing.
watched four movies in one night.
gone long periods of time without sleep.
lied to someone.
snorted cocaine.
failed a class.
dealt drugs.
been in a car accident.
been in a cyclone.
done drugs.
watched someone die.
been to a funeral.
burned yourself.
cried yourself to sleep.
spent over $200 in one day.
flown on a plane.
written a 10 page letter.
gone skiing.
been sailing.
had a best friend.
lost someone you loved.
shoplifted something.
been to jail.
dangerously close to being in jail.
had detention.
skipped school.
got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
gone to a different country
dropped out of a school.
been in a mental hospital.
been close to going into a mental hospital.
watched the “harry potter” movies.
had an online diary.
fired a gun.
gambled in a casino.
had a yard sale.
had a lemonade stand.
actually made money at the lemonade stand.
been in a play.
taken a lie detector test.
swam with dolphins.
gone to sea world.
voted for someone on a reality tv show
read more than 20 books a year
used a coloring book over age 12.
gone to Europead stitches.
taken a taxi.
seen the Washington Monument.
had more than 5 im’s/online conversations going at once.
overdosed.
almost overdosed.
had a drug or alcohol problem.
been in a fist fight.
used a credit card.
gone surfing in California.
done “spirit day” at school
dyed your hair.
gotten a tattoo.
had something pierced.
gotten straight a’s.
known someone with hiv or aids.
started a fire.
gotten caught having/going to a party while parents were gone
gotten a hickey
